Today I had my first phone call with my new advisor (s/o to Ronny) since I made the switch over to the Fall trip after my Philippines trip got canceled and to be completely honest it was the weirdest thing in the entire world completely making the transition over to my current trip.
Ronny was so intentional in taking the chance at the beginning of the phone call and apologizing that my trip got canceled this summer and also asked me how I was doing. Being completely vulnerable I told him that I had to start tuning the news out because there’s all these big events and concerts and stuff that are getting canceled and moved to the Fall and there is always that thought at the back of my mind of “What if my trip is going to get canceled again?” so it’s like that fear that is for sure there and is completely understandable, but one thing I had to realize is that I need to stop letting Satan get in the way of what I am supposed to be doing and what I am called to.
The conversation continued on and the one thing that Ronny said over and over again to be was to “Choose In” and that really stuck with me. I am called to go on the Race. Yes there’s SO MANY things getting in the way of my launch date right now (like coronavirus) yet I need to choose in. I need to choose going ALL IN despite the circumstances I am facing, despite the fear, despite heartbreak. and despite all of the things that I may face.
God is bigger than all of those things. He is bigger than the fear. He is bigger than the heartbreak. Most importantly, He is bigger than the coronavirus. He knew when this was going to happen and He knows when it will end.
Today and everyday I am choose in. Even if I don’t get to launch in the Fall and am so hopeful and prayerful that I will I choose in.
Y’all be in prayer the next few months as my squad and I prepares to go out on the mission field for three months. Be in prayer that any fear, doubt, or whatever else may creep into their head that it will be gone in Jesus’ name.
Thankful for the conversation I had with my advisor today and I am looking forward to choosing in.
